still

okay. now i'm still at college.

no thats not really what i wanted to say. i can't believe i would actually resort to using the college's comp to blog. yeah, thats how bored you get after class with no transportation to go home.

no point going home. umm. as in, there is no internet connection. oh and the CPU is still like, fried? and 750 bucks to get it back just seems like a pure rip off lah. so there, no comp.

but i miss my comp. =(

life is getting harder without it, i can't check whats in BB6 for nuts when i'm at home. i can't even type out a letter or some documents. i can't read my mail. worse of all i can't go online wth. yeah, but you know, what could get worse right. ohh wait i have one.

i have freaking maths test tomorrow HAHAHA. its the last paper tho.

so that explains why i'm feeling so stress-free now. that explains why i'm bored also lah. thats why i blog lorh.

anyway, remember i said in the previous pst that i would post a beeter entry to open this blog. i had second thoughts that told me to screw it. so yeah. i used a screwdriver and did it already. L.A.M.E. urgh. sorry its in-built.

so. why choose 'still' as my title.

well, basically just to describe how things are now. mostly they are settled down already, no more stress, no more drama and all that kinda stuff. life in college is good. so far. other than the workload i have before me (physics + bio + chem + ESL(menyampah) + moral projects), i still enjoy college. =) maybe i should update you a lil lah. you know about the speech thing i mentioned in the previous entry? amazingly, last minute stuff do get you somewhere, at least for me lah. to cut the long story sh*cuts* i'm in the SAM student council. =D

recently i got voted to be president for the futsal club. tho it was something that i wasn't really expecting, i'm still grateful for it lah. =) thanks to junjun and dia punyer big mouth haha.

other than college, i guess emotionally i'm pretty still. i think i've been like that since last december. dunno whether its a good thing or not anyway. i know that there were somethings that i wanted to settle so bad last time, but nothing ever worked out. and when i finally let it go, it worked out on its own, and now, the ball is in my court kinda thing. but, is it wrong if i don't kick it? should i be obligated on doing so? dunno lah. i just don't feel like doing anything. for now. probably most of you that just read this paragraph will go 'huh?' yeah. thats the reaction i was expecting anyway.

kay. i'm kinda bored blogging d. i'll blog about one thing that makes me happy lah:

Taylors cell is back again =) and its definitely gonna be more happening this time since i'm in it for good. xD there. short and sweet.

chaos. lazy to make this post colourful. but here's a random pic.

the blur is coming back to taylors. can't find other pics of her.

p/s : omg. i need to make a nice header. no comp! =((

apa itu stress

yes i know this post will definitely suck as an opening post to this blog, but yeah i don't care. i'll just re-open the blog with a proper one on the next entry lah. if i feel the need to.

yes, so what about stress, and why talk about stress here.

#1 no one to talk to about stress. even if there is, they're tengah stressing on something else, and you do the math la. stress + stress = 2stress.

gahh i still got time to be lame lol. anyway.

#2 since e equals mc square. no thats not exactly what i wanna say. since everybody (e), is (=) minding (m) their own business (c square), i just don't feel like ranting lah, cuz i'll make myself more feminine than i already am. shit.

anyway again, here's a picture to illustrate to you what a person would do when he has to give a speech the day after tomorrow to some audience, and at the same time must seat for his examination tomorrow which will contribute to his final examination result and has to think of ice-breaking game that is not so messy and has to think about points to do a workshop on Science vs God and to go for some more examintation on tuesday (hopefully it doesn't clash with speech hooray!) and wednesday and friday. oh, and the workshop is on saturday.

YES i have no air to breathe. even if i do i don't feel like breathing. and yes, i'm hell outta of stressed out now. here's a sample of what i mean:
click to enlarge. duhh. oh it can't work.

piff. know wat? i don't know why i still have the time to blog about this when i have like infinite infinite infinite much to do. maybe is a form of de-stressing.

i hope so.