looking for a breakthrough?

What is breakthrough?

breakthrough - Any major progress; such as a great innovation or discovery that overcomes a significant obstacle. - Albert Einstein

ignore spelling lol.

so its just going to be another 'youth event'. and it will be until you come. yes, you. this is an

''invitation for you-''

-people whom i ask to visit my blog and also fer people that stereotypes.

i guess many people would prefer to stay at home during saturday evenings to nap, or go out with frens, or study (urgh..) or even just doing nothing. well then, this is your chance to be invited (if you still don't get me) for this awesome event.

you might think that ''nah. its only for the hyper people, or socialble people's event.'' Well, you're wrong. because this event is open fer ALL youths. get the word ALL?

so it doesn't matter whether you're the quiet type, the emo type, the cool type, the bimbo, the whatever, the nerd, the geeks, the freaks, the loud or the short type (like me). you. are. INVITED! to come. let me share with you someting.

recycle? *scrathes head*

no don't worry. its not an environment awareness conference. rather, i borrowed this sign as an illustration.

in life, i'm sure that many of us felt like that. some felt like they've messed up big time, and what they are now are just degraded recycled product.

or some may feel that they're always going in circles. struggling with issues that they are tired of working out. because they'll end up in square one again.

or maybe you think that life for you is like that recycling sign. so you were born. you grow up. you attended kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, college, uni, then off to work, fall in love and get married, have kids, work more, retire. and what? ultimately die. what does it has to do with recycling? simple.

the generation from you. won't they grow up and ultimately die as well? just like recycling. where would they go after that? or rather where would YOU go after your last breathe?

okay. so then what has the youth rally to do with this???

many times people search fer answers, direction and purpose in life. here's your chance to find them.

if you're want answers, come.

if you're 'paiseh'/malu, come with me.

if you want a breakthrough in your life, wheteher or not you're a christian, come. it will be an event worth remembering. and to some, for life.

12th July 2008. keep that date free.

for more information, visit http://www.fgt2u.org/.

and to see our promo video, please do click youth rally video.





p/s : any queries, my chatbox is open. chao.





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no more

something inspiring.

''Jesus i believe in you, and i would go to the ends of the earth.''

how i wish. i wish my heart would be fit enough to even say that.

i pray that one day i would.

and that that day will come soon.

p/s : i don't get inspired by impressive stuff. but rather by impossible ones.

in search for something more

i don't want my life to pass me by this way. i don't want.

I search for You God of strength
I bow to You in my brokenness
And no other King could have so humbly come
To save my soul and heal my heart

I have nothing more than all You offer me
There is nothing else that’s of worth to me

And I love You Lord
You rescued me
You are all that I want
You’re all that I need

I pray to You God of peace
I rest in You my cares released
I have nothing more than all You offer me
There is nothing else that’s of worth to me

In Your freedom I will live
In Your freedom I will live
I offer devotion
I offer devotion

i accidentally downloaded this song when i was in search of something more hype. never would i thought that this song could knock so much sense in my head today.

sometimes i wonder why i study. when what i so called want to be or supposed to be is not really what i want deep down.

i long to be who He wants me to be. and that is really just all.

not much time left. sometimes i feel that sometimes i've past the halfway mark of my hourglass.

my feelings are usually accurate. so yeah. here i am.





p/s : send me.




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happy father's day.

i'm lazy to put the video on my blog. click the link instead, it buffers faster. watch and be encouraged.

click me or don't read

i actually felt like preaching here after watching. and i will. i wonder how many of you would actually bother to scroll your mouse over to the link and click it, and watch the WHOLE 4 minutes plus video. if you did, congrats. then you're allowed to read on.

how many fathers can you find in the world like that? or rather, do you think you can find a better love of a father than that? i can.

I've even found one who loves me so much, that he sent His only son to die for me. despite knowing that i might turn my back on Him. He still did it. out of unconditional love.

and its funny that i should blog about it, since it'll scare readers away. but its Father's day, and i just wanna take this oppurtunity to openly declare HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! to every daddy.

and most importantly my dad that didn't know the camera was clicked. (yes i looked like a nerd. lookED.)

but even more importantly, my Father in heaven.

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someday we'll know. tonguetied. vulnerable.

the perfect one word no one's heard yet.

haha i like that phrase. anyways, haven't been blogging this week. mainly because by the time i get home, am overwhelmed with tiredness. and yeah, partly because college resumed. =D which is a good thing lah i suppose.

anywhoo, i guess a lot's been goin on fer me fer the past few days. and it all started on monday. wokays. let me try to tell you things in chronologically manner. I usually go back from college at 5 on monday. and my cousin fetches me home lah. so what happen was that we agreed on leaving at 5, but then mana tau her class over at 4.30 or smt like that lah. then she decided to leave without callin. only left a msg there. and i didn't see the msg cuz i was busy. so yeah, i was like 'what the...' kinda thing la. so yeah, decided to chill at Drew's house 1st. but (here's the nice part) on the way back, just outside INTI college, we saw Fly FM's MYVI Troopers. I was not in a mood to do anything that time thanks to cousin, but then this Drew just wanna win stuff xD so he started answering their questions n all. oh we were answering on the bike btw while the rest were standing =P so halfway thru this, i found my mood back lah. and then it started to rain! it was amusing watching the people that still wanna win would just stay under the rain to play haha. they were using sunshades for the car windscreen as umbrellas xD

okay. so we won some stuff here and there, after everyone left.. i lazy to tell the story d lah. xD just ask me in the flesh lah. ohkay, went for dinner with Drew WITH (ahah! what were you thinking la) the Fly FM MYVI Troopers lol. seriously. you should see them off working hours la. xD it was fun lah.

it actually made me consider working as their MYVI trooper after SAM instead of Fridays lol. piff. anyways, now i'm left with starbucks voucher, carebear's calender (wth?) and umm. they just called me and told me i won 2 tickets to watch the happening. =D

hmm. apart from all these. guess i've nothing much to say. i just wish i have the ability to recover fast. my stupid 2 legs is still halfway recovering, and all the sport events are happening. tempting. wokays. nothing to say. bye.

planets are found in toilets nowadays.

p/s : i'm 126 bucks richer muahahaha.

how. to. talk. to. you.

they say its good to be straight-forward.

straight-forward enough??

yeah. i miss college




p/s : monday awaits. and i'm still here.

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all day babeh

lazy to post about number 26! here's a random one.

I don't care what they say about me
It's alright, alright
I don't care they think about me
It's alright, they'll get it one day

I love you, I'll follow you
You are my, my life
I will read my bible and pray
I will follow you all day

I don't care what it costs anymore
Cos' you gave it all and I'm following you
I don't care what it takes anymore
No matter what happens I'm going your way

All Day
All Day now
All Day

Anyone around can see
just how good you've been to me
For all my friends that don't know you
I pray that you would save them too

awesomeee. tho its quite old. they still sound as new as today.

wokays. updates. went out with me cell people fer lunch on tuesday. (i'll post the pics when i get the photos) anyhow, some of us went fer movies later in the evening.

went and watch 'once' omg. sam classified it as the ''failure's show'' xD its quite emo lah. and the other guys wanted to leave the theater to watch something else quarterway xD (notice its not even halfway) anyways, you've to pay attention to the lyrics of the song that they sing, cuz its about their life, or you won't understand the movie. omg but the songs that they sing are like dfbhoerognhoivbhoshner gibberish how to und -.-"

anywhooo (adopted from vid) show was quite nice lah. but not recommended fer cool people. umm. the ending was abit abrupt lah. here's wat happened:

in the theater:
screen : *nice music*
screen : *nice music getting louder*
samuel : oh i think its ending d. music getting louder.
ryan : huh? no way la. it can't just end like that, hanging. if it ends now..
screen : *blacks out* Directed by John Carney
ryan : *yell mode* OHMYGOSH! what!??
samuel : *laffs n laffs high pitch*

-.-" later only i und why it ended. cuz the guy also got reconciled. i didn't know that. no wonder i was so lost during the ending part lah ish! but overall. a good movie. if i could hear what he was singing -.-"

crap. i'm frequently using the lala's language ---> -.-" i think i better stop. shall update about other stuff soon. nites world. or rather. gdmornin.

how many times do you cross path with the 'right one'. once? (its from the poster xD)

p/s : celebrated sasa's belated bday today at her place. they thought i was a girl wth lol.



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on fire

as promised:

Tell you where you need to go
Tell you who you need to be
Tell you what you need to know
Tell you when you’ll need to leave

But everything inside you knows
Says more than what you’ve heard
So much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

And you’re on fire
When he’s near you
You’re on fire
When he speaks
You’re on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be... (near you)

Cause everything inside looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I’ll take

When I’m on fire
When you’re near me
I’m on fire
When you speak
And I’m on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries...

I’m standing on the edge of me
I’m standing on the edge

And I’m on fire
When you’re near you
I’m on fire
When you speak
(yea) I’m on fire
Burning at these mysteries...

seriously. awesome. song. guess you guys must prolly think i'm some hardcore fanatic (note that they're redundant) switchfoot fan lol. maybe i am lah. but i prefer to think that i'm in self-denial mode. =P

anyways. watch EL ORFANTO today. in means the orphanage in english. umm. movie was not bad lah. i liked it. the suspense an all. makes me wonder when i grow old and uhh saggy, will i still do this sort of stuff. go and 'suspendify' myself xD maybe i'll just get myself a myocardial infarction and diedd lol. but hey, at least i die in doing what i believe. xD

and imagine my poor wife and all lol. having to cope with an idiot like me always suspendifying myself with all sorts of things. hmm. come to think of it, i think that the girl that i'll marry must have lots. no i mean LOTS of patient with me. especially my accident proneness. in EVERY lil small thing i do, i bound to injure myself. few stupid examples? scroll down this blog/read old post and you shall know what i mean.

anyways. about the movie. i found the most amusing part was andrew screaming when the door slammed twice. xD like wth HAHAHAHAH. he screamed like a girl. HAHAHAHA. omgosh i can't tahan d. best part was after he screamed, the people in the theater laughed xD i laughed also la duhh. its like, the suspense all hilang d, he totally spoilt the mood there lol. damn. i should have recoreded that. oh, andrew, if you're reading this. i'm sorry. i just can't tahan xD its just. too farnee. HAHAHAHAHAHA. its JUST a door slam HAHAHAHA.

piff. what else. oh. despite my cacated foot. i still could play pool lol. and what's best? i'm playing bowling tmr babeh. on clutches maybe xD

kay. next post will be about number 26. freaking problem number.


on one extremely blur day
phone : *ring ring ring*

later
drew : oh i've got a miss call from Zach
ryan : oh what did he say?
drew : err? -.-"
ryan : oh ya its a miss call -.-"





p/s : if you see a swing moving by itself at night, go take a photo of it. you won't sleep well after that. how do i know? hehhehe. thats for you to find out.



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I Dare You To Move

yknow (royalty paid to caeme) what. lately switchfoot written songs has been my teraphy. i don't know how, but after hearing their songs, i feel different xD maybe its just the hype or dunno lah.

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

awesome song. next post is on fire. xD

hmm. anyways, i don't know why so many people don't like Narnia. some find it too childish. others find it boring. but on this hand, i find it interesting. Here's why.

1st of all, the show was from a book. and the author's a christian. if you could still remember the 1st movie, the part where the white witch killed Azlan. it was Azlan who went into that position willingly. the same as Christ, when he was arrested. and then crucified. and when Azlan came back to life, it sort of symbolozies Christ's ressurection.

and so. Prince Caspian. The way i viewed the show was different lah. the Words and deeds that Azlan (the lion duhh) spoke/did somewhat reminds me of God. of second chances. of trusting in dire need. it rung true. thats why i liked the movie, cuz they remind me of God. and putting him in everything that they do.

i want to do that too. no, not making a movie, but putting Him as the main ingredient in all that i do. =)

anyhow, there's still one more week of holidays left before i've to start nerding like one. sigh. quite depressing lol. and umm, and update of my physical life:

i played futsal on saturday. and tore a few fibres ofmy left foot's ligament by overstretching them yay.

on a more detailed note. that happened when the score was 13-13. add them up and you get 26 -.- yes i seem to have a problem with that number. shall dedicate an entire post for 26 one day heh. maybe the next post lah heh. maybe.

neways. on a funky note. i'm still goin out despite my cacat/lameness (hey i'm really a lame person - my foot). so yeah. tues - fri i'm fully booked with different people hehe. prepare fer the attack of the lame lol.

ah lazy. bye.





p/s : haircut. this week. finally. oh and happy b'day to sasa. if she see's this.




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