i think

i think people needs to know or feel alot of things.

its a general statement. i don't wish to elaborate more. okay, just a short update on what is and will be happening. (don't bother to correct my english, i'm malaysian darnit.)

anyways, this week has been quite unproductive. i've been sleeping like a pig until the afternoon, that means i get to see less of sunlight than nightlight. yeah. so there goes my plan to sleep early wake up early. for a specific reason =P

other than some camp worship practice and dance practice, i've absolutely nothing to do. therefore i feel quite useless wan. so i've decided to start going jogging everymorning, since the weather in the morning here is like genting. cool. syok.

kays. my life now is just plain boring lah. so dont ask me hows life after SAM. i'll tell you smt stupid like i miss the stress. sigh. in the coming weeks, its gonna be the MOST busiest (haha most and busiest are redundant.) time of the year. december has never been a relaxing month for me. this is my awesomepossum theory:

as you grow older, december grows busier.

think about it. being a kiddo, december just means PRESENTS!! but as you grow older, your no. of presents decrease. hence, your happiness decrease. and instead of enjoying december, you end up being caught up in business. or busy-ness.

the overrated xmas.

no i'm not complaining that its bad. but despite all the commitments, i love the month of december. its busy-ness and all. lemme enlighten you.

Dec 7-10 youth camp
Dec 18 SAM results!!!
Dec 19 & 21 My Hope
Dec 22 Christmas Dinner
Dec 25 Christmas
Dec 27 boyfren's bfday

and i'm gonna do a suicidal move now. i'm leaving to Vietnam on the 26th. and that means i'm unable to celebrate my bf's b'day. gg.com.myomgwthbbqwahlaoehdie. very nice. i'll be black back on the 11th jan '09. yes, i'll not be celebrating new year in m'sia. for a change in Vietnam. where i can fire as many fireworks i want. (i think its legal. i think.)

anyways. i'm extremely broke now. i have an expired RM126 cheque with me. its expired because of my stupidity. don't ask. and plus the month of december is not cheap. consider the dates mentioned above, lemme do a cost breakdown on each of'em.

Dec 7-10 RM 140
Dec 18 -
Dec 19 & 21 RM 10
Dec 22 RM 30
Dec 25 RM50 at least
Dec 27 RM(private)

so you add them up and get the grand total of RM230. minimum. and if i deduct that amount from my cheque, i still have RM104 to beg from my parents lol. but thank God the Vietnam trip is sponsored by my aunt lah =)

okays. i guess this pretty sums up my month of December.




p/s : my b'day falls on the first day of CNY '09. less cash for me i guess. =(




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there will be a day where..

there will be a day where you'll see no cars on highways in the broad daylight.

there will be a day where you'll pick up phones, and find no tones.

there will be a day where you'll find no access to every dotcoms.

there will be a day where you'll find no truth in newspapers. or even newspapers.

there will be a day where you'll see the sky lose its colour.

there will be a day where you'll see the capability of desperation.

days where you'll find that money would no longer carry value.

days where you'll see the morality of humanity fall.

days where you'll hear of nation rising against nation.

days where you'll hear of ruomors of wars, of pestilences, of famines.

days where you'll find anywhere under the sky is out of bounds.

days where you'll hear people saying "hell on earth"

where safety no longer exist.

where peace is lost.

where hope vanished.

where love ceased.

there will be a day where you'll think about this post. and realize you made a decision. to ignore. to laugh. to say 'eeyer, why so dramatic.' whatever, we all know that the world is heading towards worse than better. so i don't feel wrong, or too early in saying that we're in for some 'interesting' time soon. but here i am curious:

if you could, what would you do to prepare yourself for that day where everything fails.(unless if you think you would be dead by then)

what would you do?

the more i see the less i know

i've so much to update about that i don't feel like updating.

afterall, drew would be updating bout me shopping. thanks to munyee and him, i've no privacy shopping at the cost of their 'fashion advice'.

i feel violated.

anyway. i've been feeling really moneyless and unproductive lately. my RM126 cheque got expired lol. because i enjoy seeing the figure so much that i refuse to convert it for use. so now i've to go to the Star's main office account's department to get another one.

stupidity.

other than that, i deleted paint a few months ago from this com. and it strikes me now how awesomely inconvinient it is to live life without it. can't edit screenshots no more.

to end this post, this guy from liverpool would like to do it for me.

he's got THE perpetual 'give me one tight slap face'

even the referees could not resist.




=)

sing! sing! sing!

yup. just found out that for ALL sessions of camp. i'll be on duty. i'll either go back with a sore throat, or a really sexy voice like i always do last time.

anyways, effective today i'm no longer a probationary driver. that means, bye bye to this:



i actually thought that i wouldn't be able to find this image through google image. but then there was only ONE blogger who actually took a picture of her p-sticker. so there you have it.

okays. exams are over. and i'm considering to get facebook or not. since they say i'm not happening if i don't have facebook. sigh. how ar.




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the dumbest thing ever

is to lose to a second division team.

i'm abit doubtful on scolari now.

and i think for the first time, i'm upset and angry over this loss.

football must be eating into me.

o-m-g! u-on-t-v! smt smt like a palm tree!

in EXACTLY half a day time.

i would be getting my butt out of D26-28 with a huge smile on my face.

the air would be a lil sweeter. head a lil higher. feet a lil lighter. smile a definte wider. spirit a lil brighter. and everything else a lil 'better'.

one thing i would comment on not only SAM this year, but life this year is:

time flies.

its just like ytd that G7 met mr munin for the 1st time. ytd that jack ate the whole sauceplate of chilli padi just for a freaking ramly (kiahsu). ytd that the security guard came and say: "SAYA SUDAH TAU ITU AKAN JATUH". ytd that we teased Kuharaj and Kaesha. sorry i beg to differ, we still do it as long as we see them. and ytd that we thought joe and jack was gay. (and still do)

oh well. back to studying for now.

its the final lap.




p/s : i notice that i keep farting when i sat for all SACE papers.




=)))

you were meant for me. and i was meant for you.

2 more papers to go. namely biology and chemistry.

i've a very weird feeling for bio. its called can't wait to sit for it feeling. whereas for chemistry, i would just say as i did before

i have no chemistry with chemistry. but hey, i guess an A might be in a really small range. dunno lah, see hows the paper 1st.

btw, SAM is officially over. and the exams would be officially done by november 12th. and i'm really looking forward to say i'm done studying for the year.

anyways. i had a really really REALLY weird dream ytd.

i dreamt that i really liked this girl. she was always wearing white. and i've never seen her before. and so we were Google Earthing. and for some weird reason AJ was there, and we were trying to show her some place actually.

next thing you know, me and that girl were in that place. was in a house. in daylight. tv was on. ceiling fan was spinning. an indian woman in her 60's sat at the couch. wearing white. and she was quite hostile. okay, this is gonna be the STUPIDEST part.

the indian woman took a weapon out, and so did the girl i like. and they were fighting. and the girl i like won. (i think she kiled the indian woman wth.) but suddenly they were fighting again. (@.@ i know, dam wth right?) and fight fight fight. the indian woman manage to badly wound the girl i like, umm lets just call her girl A lah.

and so, th.. kay wait. before i continue, if you've a thing againts mutilation. i suggest you stop like here.

and so, the indian woman CHOPPED girl A's right hand off. i took a knife and threw at the indian woman. it impaled her arm. she sat at the couch and threw two knives at me, it missed. one on my right, the other on my left. then she threw that girl's mutilated hand to me. i was sad lah.

then i took that mutilated hand (WTH i dunno i wth doing is), i held it like how couples hold hands. and i walked towards that girl. and knelt beside her. holding that mutilated hand. and talked to her before she died.

the end.

this is the most freaking wth dream i ever had. seriously. and the weird thing is i can remember so vividly. of all things to recall. mutilation. wth wth.

okay. in a seperate dream. i dreamt abt caeme. -.- pls don't ask me why. i dreamt that she was going for lunch in taiping along with gideon and sam. before 365 today. or, yesterday rather.

dreams are fun lah. because they're dumb. illogical. yeah. but its always a possibility to put it to practice haha.

anyhow agian, went to watch Arsenal against Manchester Utd with sam, joel, gideon and michelle!!! haha. me and mich were the only anti MU fans there, she supported Arsenal lah. cuz of fabregas. anyway, first 2 goals came from Nasri of Arsenal. we were overjoyed. but then, towards the dying 5 minutes before 90, rafael da silva, the reserve who didn't even have his name on the substitution pop up thingy you see on tv scored. the goal was good. and then came the prospect of MU drawing. the atmosphere was more intensifying lah, mich was scared xD and they added 6 minutes of injury time.

Samir Nasri.and his retarded smile.

bottomline: Arsenal 2 - 1 Manchester Utd

think that pretty much sums it all up. =) i had fun laughing at sam. and gideon. and joel. shanker too thru sms. anyhow, i'll be wearing Arsenal jersey out for the 1st time in my life tmr.




p/s : plan to go out with me after 12th. i 'll make your time worth it. =)




=D

ignore

wohohoho.

maths tmr.

just one more week left.

i don't feel the exam mood anymore.

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