"may we see this generation and its state of desperation for Your glory!"
p/s: i want to do more, but i know too little to do more =(
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
The most beautiful truth ever existed
is that truth was never made up, but something absolute. something that existed before everything else existed.
and really, only Truth can make things come into existence.
And when we realize what Truth says we are, then we ARE. And isn't that the beauty of it?
I really find it so.
As i begin to comprehend the truism that goes like ''people who don't accept you as who you really are, are not your true friends in the first place.''
Being human and all, i find it hard to be vulnerable because i'm afraid to see the circle of friends diminish. But i guess this truism filters the people whom you can count on in your entire lifetime from people whom you thought you could also count on.
I thank Truth for saying i'm worth getting rejected for. worth getting a bad reputation for. worth dying for.
Looking at myself, it doesn't make sense. No one would do such a thing for me. But the truth is there was. And i know this is so often repeated, but i guess i've never found this truth truer than before.
truth is, truth is my only true friend. because at the end of the day, if ever my circle of friends becomes a round dot. I still have enough friend to keep me going. yes its as singular as much as it makes sense.
Just thought i'd pen my thoughts down.
p/s: i also want to thank God for this friend who willingly followed me (by foot!) to check out some routes in the wee hours. It meant so much to me because honestly, i didn't expect that from him or anyone else for that matter.
and really, only Truth can make things come into existence.
And when we realize what Truth says we are, then we ARE. And isn't that the beauty of it?
I really find it so.
As i begin to comprehend the truism that goes like ''people who don't accept you as who you really are, are not your true friends in the first place.''
Being human and all, i find it hard to be vulnerable because i'm afraid to see the circle of friends diminish. But i guess this truism filters the people whom you can count on in your entire lifetime from people whom you thought you could also count on.
I thank Truth for saying i'm worth getting rejected for. worth getting a bad reputation for. worth dying for.
Looking at myself, it doesn't make sense. No one would do such a thing for me. But the truth is there was. And i know this is so often repeated, but i guess i've never found this truth truer than before.
truth is, truth is my only true friend. because at the end of the day, if ever my circle of friends becomes a round dot. I still have enough friend to keep me going. yes its as singular as much as it makes sense.
Just thought i'd pen my thoughts down.
p/s: i also want to thank God for this friend who willingly followed me (by foot!) to check out some routes in the wee hours. It meant so much to me because honestly, i didn't expect that from him or anyone else for that matter.
Friday, May 21, 2010
we'll dance around it all night.
shucks. i missed the april update. maintaining this blog is hard =/ but nevertheless, i can see the days ahead where i'll blog more often. i know it will come. i just know it.
anyways. tmr, or rather in umm.. 4 hours time, i'll be running 5km =D yes RunNat is back this year. so yes, here i am, exhausted yet excited, sleepy yet energized. just waiting for it to come. i guess its no unfamiliar fact that time flies, its as though just yesterday team -.- had their 1st ever training. and now, we're finally gonna run! no more boring red tracks and seeing man-in-tights! but real roads =D
having said that, i still wonder whether praying in such a way really works. But i guess that its more of the message we runners sent out to the world (and our hearts to God) when we do run and pray. And my guess (again) is that He no doubt will find anything sincere a delight =D
Okayy. here's what i really want to say to team -.- (i can't put a punctuation mark after that emoticon or it'll look like -.-.). LOL. anyways, i just want to say that i'm really really REALLY proud of you guy and girls! and for the amount of effort and volume of sweat you all put in for this run! =P although we fluctuate in our stamina at different times, i'm just glad that in small ways i can see yall improving =) and i really admire the endurance yall exhibit, it actually inspires me in ways you all don't know. so yeah, thank you for making the training a success, and more importantly, for your companionship in this run. i treasure every second of it.
*sentimental mode off* so yes. back to normal boring updates about myself. *narcissitic mode on* I am in my final assignment phase now, and i cannot tell whether its a good or bad thing. yet. and umm.. my first paper is on a SATURDAY. but whats better is this: i thought i could play some futsal in the morning before having myself tortured psychologically by my first paper (which happens to be psyschology). BUT MONASH HAS TO FIX THE EXAM AT THE EXACT SAME TIME WITH FUTSAL!!! yes yes its 8.30 - 10.30, not much choice eh?
so yes. other than a psycho psycho paper at a psycho day and psycho time, i've ELEVEN days of 'study break' before my next paper. true story.
gahh. anyways, amidst the exams and assignment ramblings, i want to *sentimental mode on* THANK GOD for great things that happened this semester! i shall name a few that is on my mind. for MCF! yes, i find it such a blessing to meet new people! also, being a part of MCF really makes me happy =) thank God also for new friendships made/bettered/restored too! =) you can tell i'm really happy by the amount of smilies i use =) =) =) =)
heh. smt random here. as a student (that drives) hor, it came to my attention that driving to Monash from Bkt Rimau and back actually eats ALOT of petrol =( sigh now i'm contemplating whether to shift to the hostel when its completed. and also now i'm beginning to appreciate people who pay for my petrol so so so SOOOO much. seriously! buy petrol for me for christmas kay?
okayz. i shallz endz nowz. i need at least an hourz of sleepz to keep me from faintingz and killing other peoplez later in the eveningz. nitez.
p/s: peel fresh orange NEVER fails to make my day ;)
anyways. tmr, or rather in umm.. 4 hours time, i'll be running 5km =D yes RunNat is back this year. so yes, here i am, exhausted yet excited, sleepy yet energized. just waiting for it to come. i guess its no unfamiliar fact that time flies, its as though just yesterday team -.- had their 1st ever training. and now, we're finally gonna run! no more boring red tracks and seeing man-in-tights! but real roads =D
having said that, i still wonder whether praying in such a way really works. But i guess that its more of the message we runners sent out to the world (and our hearts to God) when we do run and pray. And my guess (again) is that He no doubt will find anything sincere a delight =D
Okayy. here's what i really want to say to team -.- (i can't put a punctuation mark after that emoticon or it'll look like -.-.). LOL. anyways, i just want to say that i'm really really REALLY proud of you guy and girls! and for the amount of effort and volume of sweat you all put in for this run! =P although we fluctuate in our stamina at different times, i'm just glad that in small ways i can see yall improving =) and i really admire the endurance yall exhibit, it actually inspires me in ways you all don't know. so yeah, thank you for making the training a success, and more importantly, for your companionship in this run. i treasure every second of it.
*sentimental mode off* so yes. back to normal boring updates about myself. *narcissitic mode on* I am in my final assignment phase now, and i cannot tell whether its a good or bad thing. yet. and umm.. my first paper is on a SATURDAY. but whats better is this: i thought i could play some futsal in the morning before having myself tortured psychologically by my first paper (which happens to be psyschology). BUT MONASH HAS TO FIX THE EXAM AT THE EXACT SAME TIME WITH FUTSAL!!! yes yes its 8.30 - 10.30, not much choice eh?
so yes. other than a psycho psycho paper at a psycho day and psycho time, i've ELEVEN days of 'study break' before my next paper. true story.
gahh. anyways, amidst the exams and assignment ramblings, i want to *sentimental mode on* THANK GOD for great things that happened this semester! i shall name a few that is on my mind. for MCF! yes, i find it such a blessing to meet new people! also, being a part of MCF really makes me happy =) thank God also for new friendships made/bettered/restored too! =) you can tell i'm really happy by the amount of smilies i use =) =) =) =)
heh. smt random here. as a student (that drives) hor, it came to my attention that driving to Monash from Bkt Rimau and back actually eats ALOT of petrol =( sigh now i'm contemplating whether to shift to the hostel when its completed. and also now i'm beginning to appreciate people who pay for my petrol so so so SOOOO much. seriously! buy petrol for me for christmas kay?
okayz. i shallz endz nowz. i need at least an hourz of sleepz to keep me from faintingz and killing other peoplez later in the eveningz. nitez.
p/s: peel fresh orange NEVER fails to make my day ;)
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