merry christmas and boxing day.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

our prime minister visited my church today. was a cool experience although i couldn't shake his hand. (kinda lazy to)

PM giving his speech

i'm lazy to type what i think and feel about christmas and the pm and all. basically its just like an ordinary day for me lah. apart from the pm's visitation.

(i think)the best part of this year's christmas is actually just playing ps in daniel's house, the way we play winning eleven is totally hilarious. van der sar played striker, and scored.

boxing day - 26th dec.

i didn't know what boxing day commemorates, but i just know its on the 26th of december. according to sam, he says richard says that its a day where people exchange boxers (the ones you wear). lol. and i thought it was a day to commemorate some famous boxers (people who box). so i wiki-ed it.

and wiki says boxing day is based on the tradition of giving gifts to the less fortunate members of society.

well, guess sam was partially correct. giving boxers as gift still counts i guess. lazy to tell more about the history of boxing day, go wiki it lah. just one cool fact about boxing day, technically, it cannot be on a sunday.

kay. lazy d.

Romeo save me, they're tryin' to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real!
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes




p/s : i know the stanzas sounds mushy and all, but it kinda brings my mind back to those childhood days where the perception of love was so innocent, and pure. it painted quite a nice picture in my head lah haha. guess we're all kids somewhere inside us.




=)

can you feel the love tonight (tonight)

was it can or can't. i can't remember.

anyways, SAM results are OUT! but, only the softcopy available xD that means i can only view my results online. which i'm restricting myself to in order to not potong the suspense.

and thats why i'm awake. and every now and then, tempted to go to that website and view my results. one thing good about that webste is everyone's resuts are discreet, so that only they can view it for themselves. thank God. if not, about a hundred people would start calling me up and go like: ''eh you got **************** lah." i even hate the thought of it.

and this friday is myHope. this friday is also the collecting results day. this friday is definitely gonna be a long day. so yeah. God have mercy.

anyways, lets not talk about results. lets talk about mamak. i think mamak workers need to do a few things. let me try to describe without using pictures.

#1 they need to shave
#2 they need to go for 'how to hear with clarity' course
#3 they need to smile, you know? like this:

(sry, i needed a pic for this xD)

imagine being approached by a waiter like this one above, crap. i don't know about you, but i don't feel like telling my orders to someone whose face says: "slap my face, you know i need one." kay lah. bit too much there. but i'll FREAK lah if someone like that approaches me to take my order.

"s'cuse me sir hehe.. may i take your order *THAT smile* hehe."

ANYWAYS, urghh. yes they need to shave. why? so that their facial hair won't find its way to my mouth. and for those who have ear hair (SAM students, its not mr munin okay. oops.) its good to shave that part so they can hear properly.

yes, and they need to attend the 'how to hear with clarity' course. this is to prevent occasions like:

scenario 1
uncle: *smooching sound* mee goreng mamak satu.
**5 minutes+ later**
waiter comes with a plate of nasi goreng mamak
uncle: ini mee goreng mamak?

scenario 2 part 1
boy: teh o' limau panas satu
**awhile later**
waiter comes with teh o' ais limau
boy: err. nvm. *drinks*

not so bad. he just didn't get the panas part. its okay,

scenario 2 part 2
boy: teh o' ais satu
**awhile**
waiter comes with teh ais.

first he forgot the panas. then, he f_rg_t the o.

but so far, the best was still this:

Scenario 3
uncles: sirap limau ais satu.
**took a long time**
waiter comes with wet kuay tiau hahahaha. how did it happen? God knows.

and all these took place in Tanjung. or rather, Mamak Bistro. at USJ 9 and SS14. so yeah, be warned lah. so you don't have to be surprise when your maggi goreng turns into susu ais, just act surprised.

talking about waiters, i reckon its an occupation that nurtures patience. i was once a waiter at TGIF. they pay good =) and its NEVER boring there. also, you'll get to see all types of customers there.

customers who...
'knows it all.' (mocha is pronounced as 'moh chah')
are plain stupid.
treat waiters like dogs.
wants something OUT OF the menu. simplified as VS. (not vern sheng, but VERY STUPID.)
tip well =D
are stingy like wth. one cent not spared kinda stingy.
have sex in restroom. (wth right?) don't ask me how. lazy.
insist to have something their way, and blames the waiters when it sucks. (VVS)
wants EVERYTHING that is free. (even kids meal HAHAHA)

kay. the list is never ending and redundant. so yeah. but one of the funniest thing working there is Zach. my schoolmate/co-worker/futsal kaki. why? he's easily pissed. and to deal with those customers listed above was like well... you get the point. but he tries his best to keep his cool in front of customers. but when he goes into the kitchen. its a different story lol. the way he curses the customers really makes me lol.

"i ask my dad buy over your company and fire you.."
"use your.... to stir your own soup lah!"
"you think you got money then very big ah?.. (1st line above comes next)"

hahaha. i miss those times. anyway, in a totally seperate incident, where i used to attend KCC, terence, jacob and i where having our dinner at Steven's Corner. and we disliked a waiter there who always likes to upsale without permission. and so.. we decided to kacau him:

Terence: bang, give me one teh ais panas.
Jacob : watermelon lassi.
waiter : don't have watermelon lassi, only got mango lassi. boss what is this lah.
Jacob : watermelon juice without water.

*i forgot what did i told him*

we laughed like wth lah. and the waiter wasn't that happy, and started scolding us bit lah. then terence fired him back, saying smt like 'oh you not happy with us now lah, i tell your manager.' those were good times.

anyways, i know what to say to pms waiters now. some examples would be:

milo panas. kurang ais.
kopi susu kurang manis tambah gula.
telur s'tengah goreng.

i don't recommend you to use it unless the situation calls for it.

think i've talked enough. shall stop now.




=)

same tag again.

1. What is your current obsession?
RISK. yeah, that board game.

2. Will you ever turn vegan?
its like asking me will i ever turn gay. don't answer that. ;)

3. Who is more important to you? friends/boy/girlfriends
among those selection, i guess it would be girl friend? no?

4. Have you ever thought of getting married?
i've declared celibacy until i get married. so err, yeah.

5. Do you think you have enough confidence?
what kind of stupid question is this.

6. How many babies do you want?
depends on wife.

7. What is your goal for this year?
good results for SAM.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
stupid question. pass.

9. What feeling do you love most?
i agree with lindley : "That warm feeling you get after knowing you made someone's day :)"

10. What's under your bed?
Boxes. Ball. one smashed roach.

11. Is there anything you want to tell people who hate you?
i love you.

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
i love you.

13. What does flying mean to you?
i love you. (love answers everything. even the question below.)

14. Who do you love?
i love you.

15. Who do you think is hotter? edward cullen or jacob black?
stupid question. pass.

16. List what you like most about the person who tagged you.
wahlao. lindley! you were waiting for this right? kay lah. i like her... laughter ;)

17. What would you really like to do right now?
play RISK.

18. What will you become in the next 10 years?
a someone for God. fuhh.. holy.

19. How to find the right partner?
don't look left la. look up for the answer lol.

20. What are you wishing for right NOW?
more money.

21. Do you like manga and anime?
yeah i love mango and animals.

22. Do you like stupid tags like this?
no. but i'm bothered enough to do it.

Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.

so its with everything i am

KUALA LUMPUR: Many Malaysian medical students overseas who take examinations in a foreign language suffer from depression when they return.

Physicians for Peace and Social Responsibility (PPSR) vice-president Datuk Dr Abdul Hamid Abdul Kadir said that large numbers of young Malaysians were being trained in foreign medical schools in Indonesia, Russia, India, Poland, Britain and the Republic of Ireland.

At a forum on Saturday organised by the PPSR, it was highlighted that at least five such houseman are found to suffer from mental illnesses every month.

“These countries have varied systems of medical training and different types of patient care, based on the emphasis of the country. As a result, many of the students who go there undergo a culture shock,” said Dr Abdul Ha­­mid.

“Coming from different universities, backgrounds and experiences, they have difficulty relating and working, especially the weaker students,” he said, adding that there had been a sudden sprouting of many public and private medical schools.

While the schools have increased, however, the number of teaching hospitals have not.

Dr Abdul Hamid said that although there was an increasing demand for doctors, the standards and quality of patient care should not be compromised.

“These are the major concerns which the country’s healthcare and medical educational planners have to constantly bear in mind so that the value systems governing the training of our doctors are never lost sight of in the short term and the long term.”


by M. KRISHNAMOORTHY (The Star Newspaper 2008)


this particular article interest me. especially this finding "it was highlighted that at least five such houseman are found to suffer from mental illnesses every month."

i don't think culture shock alone cause them to suffer from depression. so let me be abit bias for minority's sake today. i think that students sometimes don't have the freedom to decide what they want to study. and one of the reasons why is because their parents 'decided' what's best for them. afterall, mum and dad KNOWS best.

the traditional chinese and indian parents (usually) would be the ones to dictate their child's future. one classic example would be deciding what course their child should take. e.g. parents insist that their child pursue medicine. full stop. i even know of a friend whose parents refuse to pay for his education unless he studies pharmacy, and that friend of mine is talented in humanities. i just don't get parents sometimes. do they want to see an epic fail and then ask whats the problem?

i'm not a racist. but conincidentialy, indians have this mentality also. some tanner friends of mine don't have the freedom to study what they are good/interested in. but because of their parents insistency or 'pride', they are forced to study what they don't want to. for instance, (let me use schoolboy's language) if a student apparently SUCKS in science subjects, why force'em to study to become a doctor when the results are telling you otherwise? some parents just don't understand. but we can't blame them also lah (i guess its their brought up). its life.

usually its the chinese and indians who kena all this lah. i feel for you all. well, look on the bright side, when you study for something that you suck in, fact says that you might not do so well, and then get depressed and all. and the stats highlight that 5 people per month goes cuckoo only wurt. what are the odds. don't get me wrong. i'm not saying that this issue is the sole contributor to depression for medical students. but i think that there's a high chance lah.

anyways, the reason i'm typing so much about this is because i can't help but feel annoyed over this issue. i mean, everybody wants a life of their own, and i think its safe to say that parents need to know that education is not only in their control, but their children's too.

okay. i'm done venting. i wish whoever thats gonna pursue medicine or whatever your parents 'ask' you to the very best.

before i go, here's something that i find quite amusing. i heard from a particular lecturer that one of her students that is really good in science related stuff (usually scores high A), applied to some prestigious uni overseas (then what? m'sia?) to study humanities. i find it funny that people who are good in something wants to study something which they might not be good in. and vice versa. oh world, you are one funny place.





p/s : if you went through all i've written above, i salute you. for one, you've patience. secondly, you don't mind reading crap.





=/

i think

i think people needs to know or feel alot of things.

its a general statement. i don't wish to elaborate more. okay, just a short update on what is and will be happening. (don't bother to correct my english, i'm malaysian darnit.)

anyways, this week has been quite unproductive. i've been sleeping like a pig until the afternoon, that means i get to see less of sunlight than nightlight. yeah. so there goes my plan to sleep early wake up early. for a specific reason =P

other than some camp worship practice and dance practice, i've absolutely nothing to do. therefore i feel quite useless wan. so i've decided to start going jogging everymorning, since the weather in the morning here is like genting. cool. syok.

kays. my life now is just plain boring lah. so dont ask me hows life after SAM. i'll tell you smt stupid like i miss the stress. sigh. in the coming weeks, its gonna be the MOST busiest (haha most and busiest are redundant.) time of the year. december has never been a relaxing month for me. this is my awesomepossum theory:

as you grow older, december grows busier.

think about it. being a kiddo, december just means PRESENTS!! but as you grow older, your no. of presents decrease. hence, your happiness decrease. and instead of enjoying december, you end up being caught up in business. or busy-ness.

the overrated xmas.

no i'm not complaining that its bad. but despite all the commitments, i love the month of december. its busy-ness and all. lemme enlighten you.

Dec 7-10 youth camp
Dec 18 SAM results!!!
Dec 19 & 21 My Hope
Dec 22 Christmas Dinner
Dec 25 Christmas
Dec 27 boyfren's bfday

and i'm gonna do a suicidal move now. i'm leaving to Vietnam on the 26th. and that means i'm unable to celebrate my bf's b'day. gg.com.myomgwthbbqwahlaoehdie. very nice. i'll be black back on the 11th jan '09. yes, i'll not be celebrating new year in m'sia. for a change in Vietnam. where i can fire as many fireworks i want. (i think its legal. i think.)

anyways. i'm extremely broke now. i have an expired RM126 cheque with me. its expired because of my stupidity. don't ask. and plus the month of december is not cheap. consider the dates mentioned above, lemme do a cost breakdown on each of'em.

Dec 7-10 RM 140
Dec 18 -
Dec 19 & 21 RM 10
Dec 22 RM 30
Dec 25 RM50 at least
Dec 27 RM(private)

so you add them up and get the grand total of RM230. minimum. and if i deduct that amount from my cheque, i still have RM104 to beg from my parents lol. but thank God the Vietnam trip is sponsored by my aunt lah =)

okays. i guess this pretty sums up my month of December.




p/s : my b'day falls on the first day of CNY '09. less cash for me i guess. =(




=)

there will be a day where..

there will be a day where you'll see no cars on highways in the broad daylight.

there will be a day where you'll pick up phones, and find no tones.

there will be a day where you'll find no access to every dotcoms.

there will be a day where you'll find no truth in newspapers. or even newspapers.

there will be a day where you'll see the sky lose its colour.

there will be a day where you'll see the capability of desperation.

days where you'll find that money would no longer carry value.

days where you'll see the morality of humanity fall.

days where you'll hear of nation rising against nation.

days where you'll hear of ruomors of wars, of pestilences, of famines.

days where you'll find anywhere under the sky is out of bounds.

days where you'll hear people saying "hell on earth"

where safety no longer exist.

where peace is lost.

where hope vanished.

where love ceased.

there will be a day where you'll think about this post. and realize you made a decision. to ignore. to laugh. to say 'eeyer, why so dramatic.' whatever, we all know that the world is heading towards worse than better. so i don't feel wrong, or too early in saying that we're in for some 'interesting' time soon. but here i am curious:

if you could, what would you do to prepare yourself for that day where everything fails.(unless if you think you would be dead by then)

what would you do?

the more i see the less i know

i've so much to update about that i don't feel like updating.

afterall, drew would be updating bout me shopping. thanks to munyee and him, i've no privacy shopping at the cost of their 'fashion advice'.

i feel violated.

anyway. i've been feeling really moneyless and unproductive lately. my RM126 cheque got expired lol. because i enjoy seeing the figure so much that i refuse to convert it for use. so now i've to go to the Star's main office account's department to get another one.

stupidity.

other than that, i deleted paint a few months ago from this com. and it strikes me now how awesomely inconvinient it is to live life without it. can't edit screenshots no more.

to end this post, this guy from liverpool would like to do it for me.

he's got THE perpetual 'give me one tight slap face'

even the referees could not resist.




=)

sing! sing! sing!

yup. just found out that for ALL sessions of camp. i'll be on duty. i'll either go back with a sore throat, or a really sexy voice like i always do last time.

anyways, effective today i'm no longer a probationary driver. that means, bye bye to this:



i actually thought that i wouldn't be able to find this image through google image. but then there was only ONE blogger who actually took a picture of her p-sticker. so there you have it.

okays. exams are over. and i'm considering to get facebook or not. since they say i'm not happening if i don't have facebook. sigh. how ar.




=)

the dumbest thing ever

is to lose to a second division team.

i'm abit doubtful on scolari now.

and i think for the first time, i'm upset and angry over this loss.

football must be eating into me.

o-m-g! u-on-t-v! smt smt like a palm tree!

in EXACTLY half a day time.

i would be getting my butt out of D26-28 with a huge smile on my face.

the air would be a lil sweeter. head a lil higher. feet a lil lighter. smile a definte wider. spirit a lil brighter. and everything else a lil 'better'.

one thing i would comment on not only SAM this year, but life this year is:

time flies.

its just like ytd that G7 met mr munin for the 1st time. ytd that jack ate the whole sauceplate of chilli padi just for a freaking ramly (kiahsu). ytd that the security guard came and say: "SAYA SUDAH TAU ITU AKAN JATUH". ytd that we teased Kuharaj and Kaesha. sorry i beg to differ, we still do it as long as we see them. and ytd that we thought joe and jack was gay. (and still do)

oh well. back to studying for now.

its the final lap.




p/s : i notice that i keep farting when i sat for all SACE papers.




=)))

you were meant for me. and i was meant for you.

2 more papers to go. namely biology and chemistry.

i've a very weird feeling for bio. its called can't wait to sit for it feeling. whereas for chemistry, i would just say as i did before

i have no chemistry with chemistry. but hey, i guess an A might be in a really small range. dunno lah, see hows the paper 1st.

btw, SAM is officially over. and the exams would be officially done by november 12th. and i'm really looking forward to say i'm done studying for the year.

anyways. i had a really really REALLY weird dream ytd.

i dreamt that i really liked this girl. she was always wearing white. and i've never seen her before. and so we were Google Earthing. and for some weird reason AJ was there, and we were trying to show her some place actually.

next thing you know, me and that girl were in that place. was in a house. in daylight. tv was on. ceiling fan was spinning. an indian woman in her 60's sat at the couch. wearing white. and she was quite hostile. okay, this is gonna be the STUPIDEST part.

the indian woman took a weapon out, and so did the girl i like. and they were fighting. and the girl i like won. (i think she kiled the indian woman wth.) but suddenly they were fighting again. (@.@ i know, dam wth right?) and fight fight fight. the indian woman manage to badly wound the girl i like, umm lets just call her girl A lah.

and so, th.. kay wait. before i continue, if you've a thing againts mutilation. i suggest you stop like here.

and so, the indian woman CHOPPED girl A's right hand off. i took a knife and threw at the indian woman. it impaled her arm. she sat at the couch and threw two knives at me, it missed. one on my right, the other on my left. then she threw that girl's mutilated hand to me. i was sad lah.

then i took that mutilated hand (WTH i dunno i wth doing is), i held it like how couples hold hands. and i walked towards that girl. and knelt beside her. holding that mutilated hand. and talked to her before she died.

the end.

this is the most freaking wth dream i ever had. seriously. and the weird thing is i can remember so vividly. of all things to recall. mutilation. wth wth.

okay. in a seperate dream. i dreamt abt caeme. -.- pls don't ask me why. i dreamt that she was going for lunch in taiping along with gideon and sam. before 365 today. or, yesterday rather.

dreams are fun lah. because they're dumb. illogical. yeah. but its always a possibility to put it to practice haha.

anyhow agian, went to watch Arsenal against Manchester Utd with sam, joel, gideon and michelle!!! haha. me and mich were the only anti MU fans there, she supported Arsenal lah. cuz of fabregas. anyway, first 2 goals came from Nasri of Arsenal. we were overjoyed. but then, towards the dying 5 minutes before 90, rafael da silva, the reserve who didn't even have his name on the substitution pop up thingy you see on tv scored. the goal was good. and then came the prospect of MU drawing. the atmosphere was more intensifying lah, mich was scared xD and they added 6 minutes of injury time.

Samir Nasri.and his retarded smile.

bottomline: Arsenal 2 - 1 Manchester Utd

think that pretty much sums it all up. =) i had fun laughing at sam. and gideon. and joel. shanker too thru sms. anyhow, i'll be wearing Arsenal jersey out for the 1st time in my life tmr.




p/s : plan to go out with me after 12th. i 'll make your time worth it. =)




=D

ignore

wohohoho.

maths tmr.

just one more week left.

i don't feel the exam mood anymore.

=)

i waited till i saw the sun

The Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What are your nicknames?
RT (pronounced 'are tee'), rion, ah lion ah (canto slang), tjwei (used to be)

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
everything. (and thats the problem wth me)

3. What kind of news do you read?
The Star Newspaper, Occasionally Malaysiakini.

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
rubbish. as chin said, recycle mah.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
unfortunately i don't.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
family and close friends.

7. What do you feel like doing right now?
studying. (crap la, chin you always make me feel bad)

8. If there's someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
yup. i tell my mum and dad i love them.

9. Are you contended with your life?
no. you typo lah question.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Oh God, please let her be shorter than me
nah.

someone that has a heart for God, and isn't ashamed of showing it anywhere she goes.

11. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
if she's my other half already. nothing would make me think she's bad. (i've good judgement =P)

12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
i'll rather die then to settle for one. but since you asked, it would be carbonara spaghetti! =)

13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
i usually say both to bi-choiced questions. but aiyoh happy lah.

14. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
irresponsibility. indiscipline.

15. How do you see yourself in 10 years?
slightly taller. working. but maybe dead.

16. What is the thing you love about yourself?
i love everything about myself.

17. What is the type of song you like to listen to (music genre)?
soft rock, rock, alternative rock, new age, and haha. oldies .

18. What kind of supernatural powers you think you have?
you'll see in days to come lah.

19. Have you come to a place in your life where you know for certain that if you were to die today, you would go to heaven?
yes. (obviously this is my question which cannot be removed.)

i tag ah. err. jack lah since he so loa.

***********************

anyways. last friday, 24th October 2008. was the last day of class for SAM students. it was quite an emo day lah for most people. can see girls crying, hugging here and there. classes clogging up stairwells to have their final class picture. classes wearing same colour shirts. or formal (like us). we had pizza for the last time as a class, and i had the oppurtunity to comment for everyone in class publicly, and we sung graduaton song for the 1st and last time so imprompttu-ly as we send the our beloved lecturers off.

yes, we took a friggin lot of pictures. but the problem is, they're all at facebook. i don't have/want a facebook account now. so i don't have any photos. yay. here's something i think bout my class lah.

you guys all are really nice to hang out with. study with. whatever with. i know i've been such a bad class rep xD to yall, hope yall would forgive me haha. and to lindley, you've really been a good ass. you do EVERYTHING for me -.- lol. maybe thats why i find being a class rep such a breeze. kay lah, i'll post an entry entirely just for you soon.

a pic i stole from chin.

my lunch gang. we're missing a few others tho in this pic.

kay. off to physics. not.




p/s : i'm line tapping from a connection called 'DO NOT TAP'. o.0

its just a game

my voice have been pretty bad for the past few days. but right now, its low and sexy enough to sing lots of michael buble's songs haha. and of the songs i would definitely sing when time stops (as tmy says) would be this:

Put your head on my shoulder
Hold me in your arms, baby
Squeeze me oh so tight
Show me that you love me too.

Put your lips next to mine, dear
Won't you kiss me once, baby
Just a kiss good-night
Maybe you and I will fall in love.

People say that love's a game
A game you just can't win.
If there's a way
I'll find it some day
And then this fool will rush in.

Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear baby
Words I want to hear tell me
Tell me that you love me too.

Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear baby
Put your head on my shoulder.

p/s : go hear the song.



=)

you think you can play golf better than jesus?

let me clarify smething with you all. i'm not a golfer. and have almost zero knowledge about golf. i just know some terms of golf like birdie, albatross and umm. i can't seem to remember what par means. yes thats how much i need to be enlightened.

anywhoo thats not the matter, here's something i bet most of you won't know. but before i show you, lemme start with my thesis statement (sorry, if you are a SAM student, you und lah).

in this mordern era of teachnological advancement, nearly every aspect of life has improved tremendously. aspects ranging from communications to medical treatments and even to the extent where Malaysia has actually launched its kind to space (omg a breakthru). humans have indeed reached where really no man could ever think of a thousand years ago (or if in Malaysia, 2 1 years ago). One of the popular paradigm of technological advancement is gaming. or rather, computer games, which are the 'in' thing for teens nowadays... know what.. screw the formalty lah.. wasting brain juice =.=

what i wanna say is computer games are cool. which is why i want to thank EA GAMES (in whisper : challenge everything) for coming up with really good games.

ahh. the all farmilliar looking logo.

they not only came up with really cool games (nigahiga slang) like red alert, NFS etc. (etc is not a game btw) they also came up (oh and so is btw) with sports games like FIFA 09 and years before it. hence the logo above.

anyhow, we all know that with every game they produce, the graphics gets better, gameplay better. almost everything better lah (except price). so there is always a standard of good gaming kept. until came...

Tiger Woods PGA Tour 08 by nonetheless, EA Sports.

or EA Games. whichever that makes you go wth when you're done reading this sentence. wth. piff. kays. without further ado, let me present to you..

The Jesus Shot

awesome ain't it. so much for keeping the standard. but here's the best part. check out EA's response. (i absolutely adore it)


you all would have to watch them to understand what i is saying here.

so, have you had your Jesus shot? if you plan to represent Malaysia, you've to not only do the Jesus shot, but. this as well.



that was attempting to hit a ball that was stuck on a tree. from the ground. well, no one does it better than good old tiger right?




p/s : i wonder what would EA's response be to that. cause i don't know about you, but would love to see him do that in the flesh =)





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check it out!

check out my futsal team's blog =)

these guys are my band of brothas/company outside church.

if you wish to see pictures of me when i look retarded. go there. they love me. lol.




p/s : finals coming up. long hiatus in effect after this post.




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birthday update without photos = no update

not updating about jamie's bday. lazy. and no photos. if you wanna know who's jamie or how was party, go click on 'my specky engineer' or 'my once upon a time' if they even update about it lah haha. i think they might.

anyhow, its holiday week. and back to a month more of intense revision before finals. and right after november 12, i'm free for the eternity before entering uni.

this holidays would be spent wisely. so i'll be vamping everynight and resting in the daylight. jogging in the morning, and trying to be productive for the rest of the day.

been listening to jason mraz ALOT lately. i find his genre very unique. or in powderful engrish : eccentric. but nice. and lately i've been listening to violin instrumentals (i mispelled it as violent at my 1st go lol) and i've come to this conclusion : my son/daughter in the future will definitely be enrolled to learn violin at a tender age.

hmm. maybe daughter can go learn drums and how to fix cars lar. i'll bet guys would be after this kinda girl. or maybe guys like me lah. this is why i might have to live a single life. cuz so far there's NO ONE girl that i came across that fix cars, can ber-drum, and christian. even if got also it'll be out of my league. lol. kay. if i go on i'll emo my self esteem. so i'll stop here. =P

what else. oh. watch this video. its stupid lah. but it'll make you laugh. especially the last scene, its really cute. just click the link:

http://www.bored.com/videos/play/112/Scare-Pranks.html




p/s : i want no, NEED a car. a laptop. and maybe a 'quote myoe "a lady in your life" altho i dun think he rmbrs saying that to me.'




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pain, call yourself contrition.

decided to check my mail. and guess what i found - this letter. but its not the main point to me lah. the point was who that sent it, was non other than my cousin jeremy. i guess God really has a way of bringing back people whom you thought were lost. anyways, found time to read it. reverse psychology stuff. and recently, i've gain HUGE amount of interest in psychology. heh. lets hope it leads to somewhere.

enjoy reading. i know i look like some innocent boy who wants to share holy stuff around to look good and all lol. so here, its a good as what you get lol.

DARK LETTER
PAY ATTENTION TO THE p/s at the end.

Letter from the Devil
This can really make you think. It actually made me really mad
while I was reading it, but it made me realize some things.
Plus,
I had to send it because of the P.S.
This is deep... and I wasn't going to forward or share it, but that last line... you'll see.


A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN
I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores.

You awoke without kneeling to pray. As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night.

You are so unthankful, I like that about you.

I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, Fool, you are mine.

Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet.

As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God.

He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back.

You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you

But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell.

That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God.

Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.

We have been...

watching dirty movies,
cursing people out,
stealing, lying, being hypocritical, fornicating, overeating, telling dirty jokes, gossiping, being judgmental,
back stabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions, no respect for the Church, bad attitudes.

SURELY you don't want to give all this up.

Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever. I've got some hot plans for us. This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you.

I'd like to say 'THANKS' for letting me use you for most of your foolish life.

You are so gullible, I laugh at you. When you are tempted to sin, you give in

HA HA HA, you make me sick.

Sin is beginning to take its toll on your life. You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood.

So go ahead and teach some children how to sin.

All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible.

Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too. Kids are like that.

Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now. I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again. If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess your sins, and live for God with what little bit of life that you have left.

It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, I still hate you.

IT'S JUST THAT YOU'D MAKE A BETTER FOOL FOR CHRIST.

p/s :If you love me, you won't share this.




well. can't deny the fact that there are certain parts mentioned above are so real nowadays. but oh well. people don't give a damn anyway. but the damned gives a damn about people. what 'do' you?



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blog : say no to pure science!

SAM sucks the lifetime out of you. yes. the life and time.

this is one reason why i don't have facebook. because i've no friggin time to even manage this blog. this is why if you're reading this, and you happen to want to take pure science because it looks fun. i assure you. you'll have no life. unless you're smarter than me lah. oh, there goes your chance.

well. after next week. i would have completed every freaking examination in SAM cept for the finals. so for the past 9 months i've been workin me butt off to try to achieve close to 50% of my internal assesment.

and come november, i'll sit for a freaking test called 'finals' that is 50% worth of assesment value too. it doesn't really make sense when i think of it now.

so i've one month and a half to dedicate myself to books. since the lecturers have already finished all the syllabus (i can never spell that right), i don't get the point of going to college for the whole of october. since trials will be dead next week.

anyhow. this blog is so dead lah. its so dead if i post an entry abt my blog taking a hiatus would count as a ressurection. whoa.

okay. back to studying. because i can't sleep. why? because of the stupid ghosts in my room that enjoy sitting on me when i sleep.





p/s : wanna swap rooms?




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long awaited posts

one reason why my blog is dead-er than it is, is because it still has limited around of readers. thats what i want fer now. so don't ask me to update or link you, i mean you can la, but i must warn you.

i am very VERY lazy. =)

okay, i have actually lots of photos. but dunno how to put them in sequence. so i'll just put the interesting ones up..

..in the next post. told you i was lazy.

this was during teacher's day. last millenium ago.

p/s : if i have one wish that can come true. its good stewardship of time / more time. either would do.




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sick and ill are not the same

its been a long time since i last updated. come to think of it. its my 1st august post. and i'm literally dragging myself to update just to fill the gap and also to de-stress.

tho i admit that its not de-stressing me really well at all due to the fact that i'm wasting precious time blogging.

so what you want to know?

that my streamyx got cut because my parents forgot to pay the bill.

and i'm nomad-ing in andrew's house often (jamie koo's fault!).

and that i've physics test tmr which i studied the hell out of me yesterday for (because i thought the test was today -.-)

and i'm very moneyless larh!(its a pattern throughout the year).

and my maths teacher seems to be interested in 'how many times i see caeme physically in a week' more than teaching maths lol. thanks to joe for misinterpreting the word physical btw.

what else. oh.

and that i seriously take no interest in whatever that goes on in the olympics.

and that i'll have one week of holidays/study break to enjoy studying. Taylors likes to give holidays prior to exams so that students can't complain that they don't give any holidays.

and i noticed i said a lot of ands.

and i really feel weird this days. or in correct terms, i feel sick.

btw for those of you that don't know, sick and ill means diff things. says mr munin.
sick - mentally unwell
ill - physically unwell

so there, i am mentally unwell. dunno why. my period haven't come al.... oops. terbocor rahsia.

okay. lastly, while nerding on physics. i read this part and started berlol-ing. people outside must've thot i gone sot or smt. so,

to ppl outside: toldya iwassick!

physics is greatly retarded.

here's the full sentence that i memorised by heart:

''electrons which pass very close to the nucleus are greatly retarded.''

and so are the minds of physicist. chao.




p/s : my trials starts at 7.00a.m. and am required to be in MPH by 6.30a.m. but best of all, was recommended to wake up at 4.00a.m. to get ready for the test. Taylors makes healthy males and females sick. and ill.




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guess who recently won 6 FREE tickets to watch Chelsea trash play Malaysia?

yes. mua/wo/me/myself/i wahahaha.

want to go? here are a few criterias:

polish my socks.
owe me lunch.
and dinner.
buy me a ferret.
slap yourself to prove sincerity.
cross the road with blindfolds.

and then i MAY consider bringing you. its not that hard right?

okay. people ask me how i win. honestly let me tell you something. i NEVER expect to win even a single ticket. so yeah. i guess God must have known that i love Chelsea soo much, that He decided i needed to watch the game. with another 5 more people to enjoy my fart at the same time.

this was how i won. i received some sms from maxis begging telling me to play some sms game and stand a chance to WIN 60 TICKETS DAILY. when i 1st read that, i thought it was a typo. and up to today i still dunno whether it was or not. cuz if it wasn't, that means i just freaking won 10% of their total tickets.

okay so one fine day during LAN. i got extremely bored, and decided to entertatain this maxis scheme to cheat people's credit. so i played that sms game. it wasn't that hard. it was just unscrambling words that they gave about Chelsea. Raj was a witness. he was more tension then me when i played -.- i wonder why. after my 3rd attempt, i reached a place where they say ''you are top 60 rank'' lol. how to beat 60 more people la? so i gave up, until..

i played ocasionally when i'm left alone. just for fun. and i never made it to top 59 -.- so i just really gave up lah. afterall, i was playing fer fun.

then last sat, maxis happily told me i won 6/six/enam/liu/lok tickets to watch Chelsea at Stadium Shah Alam. i was overjoyed. and still am. God is good. =)

and so yeah. wanna go fer free? be nice to me.

then only i may consider. here's a hint. opposite gender has better chances. =PPP






p/s: i'm deeply vexed by people saying 'why so serious?' and 'lets put a smile on that face..'




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click to enLARGE

Things/People/Conversations in year 2008 that made me smile/laugh/laugh until cry:

okay. chelsea qualified for the finals WOOoo(they lost in shootouts in the finals btw)HOOoo. right. i swear when they (they as in the television) showed Grant kneeling down. i laughed. seriously. i laughed like lols in the middle of the night. i don't know why its so funny, but doesn't the picture look funny? i wonder how he got up after that. maybe he felll down and got stuck at that position, and he lifts his hand up fer help, but people all thought he was celebrating or smt heh.

was listening to spanish songs. some girl suggested thing song. so i went and look it up. watched halfway. pressed pause cuz i wanted to do smt. when i return. i... lol. no comment. look at the time i made the commotion lol. btw, i think he immitated chewbacca's voice there. xD

was serenading to the comp. so yeah. singsingsing.PERIOD WTH!?? try reading all the other ads. i wonder what does menstual cycle has to do with that. oh, maybe its pms-ing emo songs. whoa. lame. -.-

i think i should add in my homeschool presentation that homeschoolers are REALLY rajin. they help you to go google of some online dictionary thingy to find words for you when you can do it yourself. so yeah, maybe its a homeschooler thing lah. shall test it on paul. but i reckon i'll get a response that goes "how to spell aah?" xD i'm gonna get screwed fer that btw.

okay fine. maybe he can spell. but umm. this.. is.. =P i wonder how this pic got here. (i'm beyond screwed now btw)

this is a lie : i really did forgotten that he was injured. i only remembered when i was asking him halfway.

don't believe what they say. i don't fart. why? because its silent. (this is where you go ZOMG LAMEEEEEEEEE) yeshh you'll do that.

okays. i still have an episode of terence lourdes to tell. but not today. to end this post. i'll put a someone that promised not to kill me after she reads this post. she promised. and better still, she chose this picture unknowingly xD

this is number 3, caeme

okay. i medium-sized this photo solely fer the safety of the readers. and umm. i believed i errhh.. i'm gonna get raped soon. (wait, can i say that?) (EDIT : yeah, not literally tho @@) but hey, look at the positive side, this post is dedicated to people or stuff that made me smile/laughed. so number 3, you're one of them.




p/s : washing ONE car during breaktime is so Rotaract. i hate Taylor's Rotaract President. don't you? ;)




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whats up world

i don't know what to blog about. but i can tell you that i had alot of inspiration before, to blog. but the reason i didn't was because i wanted the publicity for the Youth Rally to be there. (woah so holy)

now that its done with. i guess i'm obliged to blog. but i dunno what to say.

sometimes i wonder whether john mayer is constantly emo or not lol. cuz he's songs. are. somewhat. emo. haha. but still awesome stuff tho.

omg. i really can't blog today weih. i sound so loa wth lol.

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
but she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change

And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hand
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it’s got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Ooh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without warmth from
A woman's good, good heart

On behalf of every man
looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers

So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too.


i think that his songs are weird. but singable. playable. and still cool. chao.




p/s : i'm gonna perform on the roadside after SAM. i promise.




pp/s : btw. i'm still sick. hurray.




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looking for a breakthrough?

What is breakthrough?

breakthrough - Any major progress; such as a great innovation or discovery that overcomes a significant obstacle. - Albert Einstein

ignore spelling lol.

so its just going to be another 'youth event'. and it will be until you come. yes, you. this is an

''invitation for you-''

-people whom i ask to visit my blog and also fer people that stereotypes.

i guess many people would prefer to stay at home during saturday evenings to nap, or go out with frens, or study (urgh..) or even just doing nothing. well then, this is your chance to be invited (if you still don't get me) for this awesome event.

you might think that ''nah. its only for the hyper people, or socialble people's event.'' Well, you're wrong. because this event is open fer ALL youths. get the word ALL?

so it doesn't matter whether you're the quiet type, the emo type, the cool type, the bimbo, the whatever, the nerd, the geeks, the freaks, the loud or the short type (like me). you. are. INVITED! to come. let me share with you someting.

recycle? *scrathes head*

no don't worry. its not an environment awareness conference. rather, i borrowed this sign as an illustration.

in life, i'm sure that many of us felt like that. some felt like they've messed up big time, and what they are now are just degraded recycled product.

or some may feel that they're always going in circles. struggling with issues that they are tired of working out. because they'll end up in square one again.

or maybe you think that life for you is like that recycling sign. so you were born. you grow up. you attended kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, college, uni, then off to work, fall in love and get married, have kids, work more, retire. and what? ultimately die. what does it has to do with recycling? simple.

the generation from you. won't they grow up and ultimately die as well? just like recycling. where would they go after that? or rather where would YOU go after your last breathe?

okay. so then what has the youth rally to do with this???

many times people search fer answers, direction and purpose in life. here's your chance to find them.

if you're want answers, come.

if you're 'paiseh'/malu, come with me.

if you want a breakthrough in your life, wheteher or not you're a christian, come. it will be an event worth remembering. and to some, for life.

12th July 2008. keep that date free.

for more information, visit http://www.fgt2u.org/.

and to see our promo video, please do click youth rally video.





p/s : any queries, my chatbox is open. chao.





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no more

something inspiring.

''Jesus i believe in you, and i would go to the ends of the earth.''

how i wish. i wish my heart would be fit enough to even say that.

i pray that one day i would.

and that that day will come soon.

p/s : i don't get inspired by impressive stuff. but rather by impossible ones.

in search for something more

i don't want my life to pass me by this way. i don't want.

I search for You God of strength
I bow to You in my brokenness
And no other King could have so humbly come
To save my soul and heal my heart

I have nothing more than all You offer me
There is nothing else that’s of worth to me

And I love You Lord
You rescued me
You are all that I want
You’re all that I need

I pray to You God of peace
I rest in You my cares released
I have nothing more than all You offer me
There is nothing else that’s of worth to me

In Your freedom I will live
In Your freedom I will live
I offer devotion
I offer devotion

i accidentally downloaded this song when i was in search of something more hype. never would i thought that this song could knock so much sense in my head today.

sometimes i wonder why i study. when what i so called want to be or supposed to be is not really what i want deep down.

i long to be who He wants me to be. and that is really just all.

not much time left. sometimes i feel that sometimes i've past the halfway mark of my hourglass.

my feelings are usually accurate. so yeah. here i am.





p/s : send me.




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happy father's day.

i'm lazy to put the video on my blog. click the link instead, it buffers faster. watch and be encouraged.

click me or don't read

i actually felt like preaching here after watching. and i will. i wonder how many of you would actually bother to scroll your mouse over to the link and click it, and watch the WHOLE 4 minutes plus video. if you did, congrats. then you're allowed to read on.

how many fathers can you find in the world like that? or rather, do you think you can find a better love of a father than that? i can.

I've even found one who loves me so much, that he sent His only son to die for me. despite knowing that i might turn my back on Him. He still did it. out of unconditional love.

and its funny that i should blog about it, since it'll scare readers away. but its Father's day, and i just wanna take this oppurtunity to openly declare HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! to every daddy.

and most importantly my dad that didn't know the camera was clicked. (yes i looked like a nerd. lookED.)

but even more importantly, my Father in heaven.

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someday we'll know. tonguetied. vulnerable.

the perfect one word no one's heard yet.

haha i like that phrase. anyways, haven't been blogging this week. mainly because by the time i get home, am overwhelmed with tiredness. and yeah, partly because college resumed. =D which is a good thing lah i suppose.

anywhoo, i guess a lot's been goin on fer me fer the past few days. and it all started on monday. wokays. let me try to tell you things in chronologically manner. I usually go back from college at 5 on monday. and my cousin fetches me home lah. so what happen was that we agreed on leaving at 5, but then mana tau her class over at 4.30 or smt like that lah. then she decided to leave without callin. only left a msg there. and i didn't see the msg cuz i was busy. so yeah, i was like 'what the...' kinda thing la. so yeah, decided to chill at Drew's house 1st. but (here's the nice part) on the way back, just outside INTI college, we saw Fly FM's MYVI Troopers. I was not in a mood to do anything that time thanks to cousin, but then this Drew just wanna win stuff xD so he started answering their questions n all. oh we were answering on the bike btw while the rest were standing =P so halfway thru this, i found my mood back lah. and then it started to rain! it was amusing watching the people that still wanna win would just stay under the rain to play haha. they were using sunshades for the car windscreen as umbrellas xD

okay. so we won some stuff here and there, after everyone left.. i lazy to tell the story d lah. xD just ask me in the flesh lah. ohkay, went for dinner with Drew WITH (ahah! what were you thinking la) the Fly FM MYVI Troopers lol. seriously. you should see them off working hours la. xD it was fun lah.

it actually made me consider working as their MYVI trooper after SAM instead of Fridays lol. piff. anyways, now i'm left with starbucks voucher, carebear's calender (wth?) and umm. they just called me and told me i won 2 tickets to watch the happening. =D

hmm. apart from all these. guess i've nothing much to say. i just wish i have the ability to recover fast. my stupid 2 legs is still halfway recovering, and all the sport events are happening. tempting. wokays. nothing to say. bye.

planets are found in toilets nowadays.

p/s : i'm 126 bucks richer muahahaha.

how. to. talk. to. you.

they say its good to be straight-forward.

straight-forward enough??

yeah. i miss college




p/s : monday awaits. and i'm still here.

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